"you dont know what you want
but when you do
you work for it
and when you’ve earned it
is when you dont want it anymore"

i guess i’ll rest the blame on being plain human, and people naturally tend to like challenges. the feeling’s wonderful- to accomplish something you’ve aimed for knowing how much you’ve sacrificed and had to endure throughout the course (which where the fun is). the kind of feeling that contributes to the word happiness. it’s not love though…just mere complacency. so when i've earned it...the challenge's gone, no?

funny how after almost eighteen years i’ve never really had such passion for anything

but you know what else makes me happy?

$$$

:)

anyway i am feeling very annoyed with the flu
and the sore throat
and the cough that's so sick it makes me cry (literally)
plus the mother fockin period and pain

shit