i created a twitter account!
so
you know what to do : )

i like sad music
it makes me happy

"you dont know what you want
but when you do
you work for it
and when you’ve earned it
is when you dont want it anymore"

i guess i’ll rest the blame on being plain human, and people naturally tend to like challenges. the feeling’s wonderful- to accomplish something you’ve aimed for knowing how much you’ve sacrificed and had to endure throughout the course (which where the fun is). the kind of feeling that contributes to the word happiness. it’s not love though…just mere complacency. so when i've earned it...the challenge's gone, no?

funny how after almost eighteen years i’ve never really had such passion for anything

but you know what else makes me happy?

$$$

:)

anyway i am feeling very annoyed with the flu
and the sore throat
and the cough that's so sick it makes me cry (literally)
plus the mother fockin period and pain

shit

hello
it's been awhile

:)

not that i've been busy w college or those kinda shit
i haven't even started
cause i dont even know what i wanna do
and well
the world's stipulation- economically, etc, pretty much manipulates the choices i've ought to make (in a way)
WHICH
sucks
yet bears out that hopes and dreams are literally bullshit

and yeah life's short
but i probably have to live with the choices that i've made for the next 50 years or so
and i wouldn't wanna screw shit up

whatever
i'm still sticking to what i wanna do
which is something i could do wherever and whenever i want
cause
well, i am shit lazy

but i have a feeling that i'll be taking up journalism
OR
arts and designing
^^