oh god spare me the agony

i am aware of the fact that im hardly ever satisfied with anything at all and it's shit annoying really

i guess i just tend to hang on to the past too much that it's driving me nuts

anyway the two major shit in my life doesnt seem to interest me lately. ive been having trouble sleeping plus i havent been eating. theres a lizard in my room which doesnt seem to bother me

i think im depressed

black and yellow, hello!

i suppose i should be happy that my results are better than what i expected
okay scratch that. IM SHIT HAPPY
i probably just cant see it

^^

so thank you dad for not being such a mother on me throughout the year
you're the best and somehow i wish you knew it

sacrificed too many good shits last year and damn finally shit's paid off