i am chinese

and my name's elvyra lucia lau. but for some personal reason i generally go by a malay name

anyway life's back on track and i'm where i wanna be. not entirely but getting there

i guess the waiting made my state less exciting as i thought it would be. but i still haven't accomplished the one thing i've been wanting to solve for quite awhile now. i'm just waiting for the right time but when is ever the right time no?

well..the moon's really pretty tonight
just the sun's missing whenever it's up

i guess that's why

how you ever wondered what goes through their minds where they can simply carry out such natural acts in our face- basically shit on our bed and how at the end of the day they are the ones getting some sleep?

why? no not cause we're culpable
cause they put us through shit that keeps us contemplating on who the heck is liable in that particular indictment or matter, and such state they put us through- such provocation and antipathy, such woe emotionally, such timidity towards everyone and everything

FYI if you insist yourself as being little miss goody pants and the subject as the asshole then your actions has merely opposed. why? cause you essentially have to prove that you're right cause you're wrong and you want others to be off the same mind so that they wouldn't point their fingers at you and say YOU are the bitch

how classic

it's sad that when we're all busy living life, you spend yours by talking about it